Life can get crazy when you're least expecting it. When I left for home, I was looking forward to writing this blog for the foreseeable future. I've enjoyed it immensely and invested a substantial amount of my free time into the writing...I imagined being at it at least until I moved for grad school.
Since I've been home, certain developments have taken place and I'm sorry to inform all of you that I will no longer be able to continue writing my blog. The reasons are very personal and haven't been explained to anyone, even certain readers who I've grown relatively close with.
I will address a handful of things to prevent speculation:
1) I did not test positive for HIV or any other STDs.
2) I have no reason to believe that I will test positive for any STDs.
3) My identity was not compromised locally.
4) I have no issue finding people to hook up with me.
I used an Adam4Adam account to identify people I potentially wanted to hook up with and to mislead people searching for my real account. The pictures and stats on it were fake and it's now been deleted. My real account still exists but should prove impossible to find, as it always has.
At this time, I expect this to be the last post I make. I'm very sorry and it really, really sucks.
While I've enjoyed having wild and crazy sex with hot guys for the last 3 years, I'm not really happy with who I am anymore. I have a lot of thinking to do about what I want in the future, especially since I'll be moving to a new school in a new place in just a few months.
I hope that people will continue to use my blog as a fantasy instead of taking crazy risks. Fucking raw and swapping loads is a ton of fun, yeah, but still very dangerous. My goal has never been to inspire other people...it's been to keep them jerking off in their rooms alone instead of running out there and doing it.
So thank you for all the e-mails and comments...thank you for reading. I'm going out on the best month my blog ever had, which isn't a bad place to end!
I won't delete the blog, so don't worry. It will remain here for you to browse and jerk off to.
I'll continue to check my e-mail from time to time and I'll still check out other blogs whenever I get the urge.
This is farewell, for now. Goodbye everyone!
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Wow. Sorry to see you go. Good luck to you in the future. I hope you enjoy your life. Take care.. .
ReplyDeleteBye RCJS. I've really enjoyed reading your posts. You will be truly missed by evryone here. I hope everyhting's ok and will stay ok. All my luck.
ReplyDelete--Ben
Best of luck to you. You're always welcome back among us....
ReplyDeleteTake care of yourself... sorry to hear about this, and you not being happy with who you are.
ReplyDeleteVery sorry to hear that; hope you figure everything out that you need to. You will be missed!! Keep in touch! -Dan
ReplyDeleteThis sucks! Your blog is amazing.
ReplyDeleteThank you for all the wonderfully written posts, I looked forward to each one. I'm sorry you've hit a rough patch, and I hope you find what you're looking for.
ReplyDeleteWe will miss you. I hope wherever you go and whatever you do, you find all the happiness in the world. Thanks for an awesome three years.
ReplyDeleteBoring.
ReplyDeleteHope you take these final comments to heart and pat yourself on the back...not only have you successfully provided countless men with an escape from the 'real world' by putting your world on display. Those of us, your brothers and fellow blog owners, sincerely appreciate your time, energy and efforts.
ReplyDeleteVery glad to know you're doin' exactly what you need to do, for yourself, for whatever reason. You've done your bit boy and your blog will endure.
I, among many, wish you prosperity, love and as much (or as little) horny sex your little heart and butt desire.
Cheers mate,
Sir
Hey Buddy,
ReplyDeleteI've been reading your blog for a few months now, and it is by far some of the hottest material I've ever read. Who needs porn?
Good luck in your future endeavors. You'll be missed. Thanks for all the great stories, and Happy 2010.
Wow, I wake up each morning to read your blog. I am a young college jock myself but always scared to do what you have been able to do... I have lived through you for over a year and I am so sad about this. Thank you immensely for everything and i hope you find what makes you happy babe!
ReplyDeleteHey there best of luck, as with most readers I loved your blog, as you wished it provided me with many mental images that I shot many great loads to. Best of luck in the future.
ReplyDeletewow, this sucks...thanks for the awesome stories...you certainly accomplished your goal...I'd be horny, read your blog, jack off and have no more interest in meeting up w/ someone...I hope all is well and continues to be so...we'll miss ya and good luck w/ everything!
ReplyDeleteDamn man, I do wish all the best for you as you move on.
ReplyDeleteI can't tell you how many loads I've jacked out reading your shit, so thanks for the fun, and thanks for the generosity of allowing your old posts to remain open.
Both myself and my cock stand up and salute you!
Hopefully you'll pull an Urban Meyer!
ReplyDeleteIn all seriousness, good luck with everything, enjoy the last bit of college and good luck with grad school. If any when you feel the need to come back, know we're here waiting for you, and you've entertained us over the past year, and if you need any of us, you have hundreds of 'acquaintances' an email away.
All the best.
ive always enjoyed reading erotic fiction more than watching video or looking at pics. in fact, one of the very first instances i remember jerking off to internet porn, it was a story. my first venture into the seductive world of instant gratification was a total of 5 minutes one morning before 7th grade. ive loved it ever since. i found one of your stories on nifty, and decided id see what the blog of a person who wrote such unbelieveable hot stories was like. i thought you made it up. i found out, this is your life, and your blog is connected with a seemingly endless amount of blogs of people who live a life similar to yours. its so fucking hot. countless loads. now i cant even read the fake stuff. not dirty enough. ive fantasized about actually getting out there and truly becoming the slutty, pig bareback bottom i know i am, but i dont think i actually want to do these things for real, just love the fantasy aspect i suppose. and i have loved jerking to your stuff. have a good life! -23
ReplyDeleteSorry to see you go, but one must do what is best for ones self first. I wish best of luck in the future. Maybe we see you back sometime until then thank you for your adventures and be in peace.
ReplyDeleteshame to see you go man. always enjoyed this blog and not just for the hot stories. you're a great writer and seem like a pretty cool down to earth guy. hope things go well for you in school and beyond. obviously it's your life and you know the risks, but if you move to somewhere like new york, please be safe. it can be scary outside of that college bubble. cheers to enjoying life though! :)
ReplyDeleteFare well!
ReplyDeleteyou sound like a real freak dude!
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