Tuesday, November 23, 2010


Yeah, I still exist. I haven't posted anything in quite awhile...see the comments on my last post for details.

I've been super busy with school. That's really all I have time for these days, but I guess that's life. I'd say I put in around 60 hours last week, so having the next few days off is going to be awesome.

Then come finals! If anything I'm probably going to be more busy when I get back from the little break.

Thanks to special blog reader I'll be going to visit my family for Thanksgiving. I haven't seen any of them since I left for school months ago, so it should be pretty nice.

Have a good holiday. Hopefully you'll be spending it with your family too.

Monday, August 23, 2010


I can't tell you where, but let's just say I'm all settled in. School will be starting soon and I'll be back to hitting the books all the time.

But yes, there are plenty of hot boys. Plenty.

On a serious note, it cost me $2500 to get here after moving my stuff, staying in hotel rooms, and flying around the country. I also had to eat and do that sort of stuff. Keep in mind that I'm 100% independent and entirely on my own. I've basically had no parental support since I turned 18.

I have raised a total of $0 to cover those costs...which means all $2500 is sitting on my credit cards right now. And I still have to spend a fortune on upper level course books! If anyone wants to help me out (and you know I've helped you out many, many times, right? ;-) ), please send me an e-mail. I will certainly appreciate it.

I'll update my post if the situation changes.

From my new home, good night!

Update: Thanks to my special friend Jay, I've made a little dent in my bills. Thank you Jay! :) Anyone else who wants to contribute something can send me an e-mail...it will be very much appreciated.

Thursday, August 12, 2010


...is way too expensive. The question is where am I going?


Wednesday, July 21, 2010

College Cumslut has a blog!

My old buddy College Cumslut wrote a few posts that made their way onto this blog back in 2009. If you remember them, they were pretty hot to read. Click the tag on this post and you'll be able to refresh your memory. ;-)

I got an e-mail from CC today saying that he started his own blog. You guys know what that means...he's probably been up to no good. Go read about College Cumslut taking and giving some hot loads of college sperm:


When I visited there weren't any new posts yet, but you'll find CC's old posts and some extra info about him.

As for me...I've been busy fucking too. :) I'll try to write another story soon for your reading pleasure.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Bare Fucking Jockguy

I wasn't planning to fuck when I invited a hot jock over to my place. It was kind of late, maybe 3:00 AM, and I was already feeling tired. I almost didn't ask him to come over but I'd already blown the guy off a few times...how could I keep doing it when he looked like he had so much potential?

His profile said 6', 170, dark hair. His pics showed a super hot body with just a little hair and a super hot tan. A freshman but who am I to judge for that? You guys already know this is the kind of hot jock I'm all over. ;-)

We talked a little more now that I was serious about having him over and we found out he actually lived in the apartment complex literally next door to mine. We were no more than a 5 minute walk from each other.

Can't fight fate. I gave him my apartment number and told him to come on over. He said he was leaving right then.

I have a pretty good view of my apartment complex from the window, so I went there after a few minutes and started looking around. I spotted my jock guy walking my direction after a couple minutes. He looked just like he did in the pics he'd shown me...so far so good.

Soon he was mounting the stairs and I heard him knock on the door.

I checked myself out in the mirror one last time. I could have used a shave, but my face wasn't too bad. I didn't bother changing either...a tshirt and gym shorts were all I needed.

I opened the door and there he was, a plain tshirt, a pair of black shorts, and nice flip flops. Total fucking hottie.

"Hey man, what's up?" he greeted.

"Hey...come on in." I pulled the door open and he walked inside.

We said we were just going to hang out and watch TV, so I walked him to the couch and we both sat down. There wasn't a whole lot of space between us, so we kept checking each other out the whole time.

We BSed and watched TV for awhile, but there wasn't much doubt about the fact that we were both into each other. I kept catching his eye and he kept catching mine. The only question was who would move first.

He did. He pulled off his shirt, exposing a beautifully defined body. I followed his move, taking mine off too.

"You're really hot man."

I smiled at him. "Yeah, you too. Awesome body."

"Not as good as yours."

I laughed in disagreement, but we wouldn't waste time arguing about it.

"You going to take off your shorts too?" I asked.

He looked down at his shorts. "I would but I'm not wearing anything underneath."

Pretty sure that made my cock a little hard. What the fuck...why not. I pulled my shorts and underwear down.

Jockguy looked my stuff over for a minute before pulling his shorts off.

We were naked on the couch now. His cock was rock hard, and if it were a little thicker it would have been almost as big as mine. Within a minute we were both fully hard and stroking our cocks.

He reached over to feel mine and I felt his back. We stroked each other for a bit...both of us were gushing a ton of precum. Nice to know we were both in exactly the same place.

"Your cock's so big, man," Jockguy complimented.

"Yours too. Almost the same size."

"Yeah but yours is still bigger. Super hot."

He made his way to my cock, getting his head into sucking position.

"What, you want to suck it?"

He looked intently at my 8"x6" dick. "Yeah. Let me suck it."

Jockguy licked up and down my shaft first, then my balls, and finally positioned his mouth over the head. He started sliding down, working his tongue around.

I moaned and started rubbing his shoulders and chest. He felt so good on my cock...obviously knew what he was doing. He sucked me for awhile and then rose up again, sitting on my middle with his legs on either side of me, his face looking at mine.

"You're so fucking hot," he whispered. Jockguy's ass was rubbing against my cock.

I pulled his head forward and we kissed. Simple lips at first, then more, with my tongue poking into his mouth. He opened up instantly, making room and meeting my tongue. We made out for a few minutes, just rubbing our tongues together and moaning softly.

The kissing was amazing. Perfect. We liked kissing in exactly the same way, so all of our movements complimented each other and made it feel even better. It was so good we kept kissing for at least ten minutes, and that's when he finally pulled his tongue from my mouth and looked me in the eyes again.

"Shit, I don't even know your name," Jockguy realized.

We both laughed and swapped names.

"We're having sex," he declared. He reached his hand around to my cock and pressed it into his ass, feeling for his hole.

Shit. He meant it. I wasn't in any hurry to do it, but this hot freshman jock was aiming my dick at his hole. How can I refuse?

"You have condoms?"

I didn't. "No."

"You have lube?"

"Yeah. In my room." Almost a brand new bottle, actually.

He jumped up and went for my room, turning on the light. "Where at?"

This was going to be a hot raw fuck. :)

I directed him and he came back holding a bottle of lube, his dick still rock hard. He lowered himself back into his original position and spread the lube between my cock, his cock, and his tight hole.

Jockguy started sliding his ass down without further talk. The head of my dick went in, surrounded by his hot hole, then the rest, inch by inch. Within moments all 8 inches of my cock were resting in his warm guts.

He was already moaning. "That dick...that fucking dick. Shit." He started riding, moving up and down. I could feel his ass lifting on and off my cock...so fucking amazing. Each stroke was pure pleasure.

His bare ass was so hot and tight, and now he was slamming it up and down in pure exctasy.

"Fuck dude! Fuck me with that big fucking dick!"

He had a look of pure lust in his eyes as he kept riding, pushing my dick as far into his insides as it could possibly go. He couldn't even touch his cock now, which was rock hard and still gushing thick precum. One touch and it looked ready to burst.

I let him fuck himself awhile longer, helping out when I felt like it by driving my dick up inside of him. So fucking good. We were both drenched in sweat now, his whole body covered, beads dripping down his face.

"Can you cum, man?"

"Yeah." Easily, any time.

Jockguy moaned. "This dick is so good...I want to fucking cum."

"Where do you want me to blow?"

"Anywhere," he answered instantly. The safe answer...the one that means he'll take it in his ass if I blow it there but he's not going to beg. Good enough. Looking into his eyes I knew exactly what he wanted from me, and he was going to get it.

I took hold of his body and started driving my dick into his butt, fucking him hard. I was slipping in and out so easily, his tight ass squeezing hard, working to suck the cum from my cock.

"Fuck," I moaned.

His hand started working furiously on his big dick.

"Yeah, fucking cum. Let's blow our loads."

I slammed him really hard, aiming for his prostate, and he couldn't hold it any longer.

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Ohhhhhh!" Cum spurted out of his dick, flying all over my stomach, chest, face, and even getting into my hair.

I held him tightly and kept fucking, my dick ready to burst too.

"About to cum. Yeah...fuck yeah."

His bare ass rubbed my raw dick perfectly and cum poured out, flooding his hot little jock hole.

"You cum?" he asked.

"Yeahhh...just did."

He lifted off and helped me clean his cum off my body. We took a shower together and washed off.

I knew as soon as it was over that he would be back. His ass couldn't resist meeting my dick again...he wanted to feel me empty my load in him over and over again.

And I was 100% correct. ;-)

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Drunk Fuck

We'd both been out drinking at a party for most of the night, so my hopes for getting lucky weren't too high. I figured we'd get home and instantly pass out.

My cock wanted action. Just looking at my friend's smooth skin...letting my eyes linger over his dark tan. I wanted his ass. I could hear him begging for me to fuck him harder as soon as my balls were pressed against his ass.

He stripped down to his underwear and jumped into bed, ignoring the blanket. A pair of skimpy little briefs was all that stood in my way.

I got undressed while he was laying down, and within moments he was out.

When I say this guy has a hot ass, you can't understand what I mean. He has one of the hottest asses I've ever seen or been inside. Perfect shape, perfectly smooth, perfect little hole always begging for the biggest dick it can get.

How can a gay boy resist? I climbed into bed and touched his stomach. Tanned, hairless, tight...perfect. My cock was at full 8"x6" already, pulsing for attention between my legs.

I tugged at the briefs, pulling them down a few inches. His cock wasn't soft. :)

I pulled the briefs down more and lifted his legs up in the air, exposing his hole.

Fuck. The perfect little ass. I wanted to shove my dick inside him instantly.

I reached my hand to his ass and rubbed a finger on his hole. It was wet. I don't even have to make up anything about how hot it was...his hole was wet, warm, begging for my attention. I slid a finger in without any resistance, all the way to the knuckle with no problem.

He feels so good inside. I have to use my dick.

I pull my finger out and rub a little spit on his hole. I add a little to my throbbing cock and press the head against his hole.

Shit...he's so warm and moist. I want to shove it inside him and just fuck the shit out of him for hours.

I press the head in and slowly push inside his ass. There's no resistance...he could take my whole dick in one stroke if I wanted. He's wet, warm, and open. He wants this dick buried inside him.

I go deeper and his head moves. He opens his mouth to let out a little moan.

My dick is sliding in and out of him very gently. His eyes open and he tilts his head back.

"Yeahhh," he whispers.

I give him my whole cock now, all the way to the balls.

His moans grow louder. I pick the pace up and keep stroking, just a little spit and his ass for lube.

It feels so good I can barely keep the cum in my cock. This hot fucking twink's perfect body is mine for the taking. He'll be begging for my cum inside him within 5 minutes.

I hold his legs and fuck him really hard, watching his cock grow. He reaches his hand around toward it and starts stroking while I fuck him, moaning the whole time. He sounds like the hottest little bitch when I hit the right spot.

I keep hitting it. He keeps getting louder and begging for more cock.

"Fuck me...I need that dick. Fuck me harder."

No problem. I'm more than happy to pound his hot twink ass harder.

His ass is so tight around my bare dick. Without lube he's gripping me so well...I can barely keep my pace up.

I manage not to stop fucking, keeping a steady pace up the entire time I'm in him. He can't get enough. His ass just feels so good...it's trying to suck the cum out of my big dick.

Sure enough, he starts telling me what he wants.

"Cum in my ass," he moans. "Shoot your load inside me."

"You want it?" I confirm.

"Fuck yeah. Cum in my ass."

Not only do I get to fuck this perfect ass...I get to watch it drip my load. Awesome. :)

I pound the shit out of him until I can't hold it anymore. I fuck him with everything I have, ramming my dick against his prostate, plowing his hole so hard he can barely breathe.

"I'm close," I warned, feeling my dick crossing the point of no return.

"Fuck!" he yelled. A few seconds later his cock spewed thick rope after thick rope of hot boy sperm on his chest and stomach.

I emptied into him at the same time, my balls resting against his hole.

He panted and moaned a little more before he drifted back to sleep, still covered in cum.

I cleaned myself up and grabbed a paper towel to wipe him off. I pulled his cheeks apart to inspect his hot twink hole, and sure enough...my creamy cum had leaked out a bit, his ass more wet and open than I'd originally found it.

If I didn't know he was a little dirty I would have spent 10 minutes eating him out right then.

Around 20 minutes later my cock was hard again. I look back at my twink, sleeping again, his briefs back on.

I got back on the bed and pulled them down again, examining his perfect ass. I pulled his legs apart to see his hole again...perfection.

How could I not?

10 minutes later another batch of creamy college cum was planted in his ass.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

What are you up to?

I've gotten this question a lot lately. Obviously I've been very busy!

Yes, I've been busy having fun. Fucking, getting fucked...you know how it is. ;-) That's all I have to say for the moment!

Life is good.

Sunday, May 2, 2010


I log into the web site I use for stats every so often and review the information to see what's going on with my blog and the blogging world in general. First of all, I'm pleased to see that my blog gets 1000 hits a day no matter what. If I make a new post, it goes to 2000-3000 hits and there's a little bump for a few days... but since this blog is rarely updated and rarely updated with jerking material I'm happy to see that people still check in or discover it.

I also like to see where people are coming from. In the past, everyone came from similar blogs...mostly about bare sex. Now a lot of my traffic comes from pic/vid blogs and more general blogs about gay life, especially high school guys.

After checking out some of those blogs, I feel like a dirty little slut and am surprised at some of the people who link back to me. Hopefully you 16/17/18-year-old guys just read this for fun. ;-)

I stress again that this blog is not an example. This is just a fantasy...it's not a guide or a suggestion. I would rather have people reading my blog than following my lead.

Obviously it wasn't a fantasy for me. I lived it...spent 2 years of my life having a good time until I felt like doing something different in December. I'm lucky because I'm no worse for the wear. I'm clean as of not too long ago, and most people don't get so lucky. I've talked to more than one guy who had a much smaller slut stage than I did and came out of it with HIV.

I used to have people asking if I was addicted to sex. Obviously I'm not...I've gone four months without it and I'm doing just fine. I've been content jerking off and enjoying my own little fantasies. I don't know what the future will hold, but that's the present.

So in summary to my younger readers...don't copy my example. It's a very easy thing to regret. If you want to feel cum in your ass every day go find yourself a hot boyfriend. Don't be me.

And yeah, I'm real, despite what some people choose to comment. I was reading about some guy who was pretending to be a teenager today and apparently turned out to be 40-year-old. That will never happen here because I have half a dozen witnesses...including a fellow blogger.

To quote Breedingjock:
He is definitely 20, definitely dirty blond with blue eyes, and definitely inshape! This boy is very cute. And he is definitely fuckable! He has a great ass. And a great hole.

So I stick my tongue out to doubters. This former college cumslut is quite real, even if he is advising others not to follow his slutty past. ;-)

Saturday, May 1, 2010

And Happy Birthday!

I was so focused on graduation I almost forgot that I'm going to go ahead and mark my birthday. I'm not quite there, but it's pretty close... why not just use the first day of the month? ;-)

Freshly 21, freshly graduated, freshly moved...life is changing at the speed of light.

I know I've had a lot of comments and e-mails telling me I should post more about life, but that's difficult. It's easy to change a steamy meeting around...it's much harder to talk about a fight I had with a friend or a place I went without giving up too many clues to my identity. That's why those posts are infrequent...that stuff is better left to the individuals who have to listen to me blabbing. :) Especially the friend drama. Trust me, I think everyone is better off not knowing. Sometimes I feel bad venting about that!

I put a link on the sidebar to the site I used for Christmas if anyone is so inclined. Now that I don't keep people entertained, I'm not expecting anything, but you never know. College graduation and a big birthday, why not? It can't hurt.

I think I'm getting to be too much of a burden on a certain special friend anyway... :) I don't try to be, I'm just not used to having someone care about what I want! Sometimes I feel like I could mention a famous painting or statue and wake up with it sitting outside my door...


It's official, I graduated. Now I just have a few short months left in Florida... and then I'll be off to another place. :)

And before you ask, I don't even know where. So I can't tell you...because I don't know either!

I'm sad to see so many friends leaving town forever. I know I won't ever see some of them again. Talk about depressing...that's about as depressing as it can get.

Growing up sucks.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Jockstrap Boy

6', 170, 32 waist, muscular build, blond, smooth. Worth exploring a little more...even without a great pic. Especially when Adam4adam is a wasteland on a particular night.

I send a message. A simple, "Hey, what's up?" We chat for a bit and I get him to unlock the three pics I can't see. He's wearing a jockstrap in all three... two shots of his package and body, one of his ass. Damn. Tan all over too.

I unlock my pics so he can get a look. He says I'm hot. We should get together.

Yeah. we should.

He asks me if I have a jockstrap. I have a few, so I say yeah. He's really into them...starts telling me about how he likes smelling a guy's jock while he's getting fucked and how he likes getting fucked in a jockstrap. That's hot.

I tell him to come over and we can suck each other off. No fucking, just sucking...better than nothing. He wants me to wear one of my jocks so I say sure. He gets to my place in about 15 minutes and I answer the door.

Yum. Just as described...a hot fucking boy. Beautiful face, dark tan, shorts and flip flops...perfectly groomed feet and toes.

No small talk tonight. We go up to my room and he kicks his flip flops off. We strip off everything but the jocks, and I can't even keep my whole package in mine.

We start making out really passionately, lots of tongue. He loves that I'm bigger than he is. Our jocks are rubbing against each other and my feet are on top of his.

We move to the bed and get even more into the making out. Both our cocks are rock hard... we let them out of the jocks but keep them on.

I lick his nipples and kiss his stomach. I lick up and down his shaft... and take his cock in my mouth. I rarely find one as nice as mine, but his is still really good.

His legs relax and open up. I can smell his sweaty hole...I start licking around his balls, lower and lower. I can't help myself...my tongue goes for his hole. I dive in and he groans, working his cock furiously while I'm eating him out.

We swap places and he goes down on my cock, but of us still wearing our jockstraps. He's smelling my crotch while he licks, still working his own cock below. He's not bad but I want to get my ass eaten.

He sucks me a little longer and then we lay next to each other making out, both of us working our dicks in our jockstraps.

I'm going to get what I want. I get up and position myself so that he can see my ass clearly, the jock framing my tight little hole.

I hear him work his cock even harder as I feel his hands on my ass, sliding up and down, opening my cheeks to get a glance at my hole. His legs pull out from under me and he slides up behind me, his cock hanging out and pushing against my skin.

Jockstrap boy wraps his arms around my chest and breathes his hot breath on my neck. He slides his cock down my crack, to the edge of my hole, leaking precum the whole way.

Shit...he's leaking so much precum. I can feel it dripping down to my hole, almost inside me.

He keeps rubbing it up and down, still wrapped around me, still breathing on my neck. I can't help but let out some little moans.

His hand reaches down to my cock. Rock hard. I can't hide it.

He keeps sliding along my hole. He's leaking so much fucking precum...it's oozing out and coating my skin.

I'm moaning my approval. He's rubbing the head of his cock against my hole. It's so wet and my ass is so hungry for a hot dick.

He kisses me from the side and I feel his head pressing farther than I know it should. His cock is so slick with his precum...it glides effortlessly into my ass.

I don't even whimper, I just open up. In 30 seconds his whole cock is inside me and his tongue is as deep as it can possibly be in my mouth.

"Fuck," he whispers. Jockstrap to jockstrap...he must be in heaven.

His arms wrap around my waist and his hand feels my dick. Rock hard, totally engorged with lust.

He starts pushing in and out of me. It's a little tough with just a slick sheet of precum, but it works. My ass is so hungry I just open up and take him. His gentle movements turn into hard strokes.

He's playing with my jockstrap while he slams my ass, his breathing now heavy on the back of my neck.

It feels so fucking good to be stretched open. He's probing my sweet spot and it feels so amazing.

He fucks me for 10 minutes, my back to his face, our tongues connecting every so often, his breath in my ear or on my neck. His cock is moving in and out of me with no effort at all.

"Fuck," he whispers again.

I can tell from the way he's moving that he's close to cumming. We're both dripping sweat now. The air's hot and full of the smell of my ass.

He wraps his arms around my chest and starts fucking really hard. His moans are telling me he's going to blow any time.

Jockstrap boy hits his orgasm and jams his cock deep into my ass, sliding against my prostate. He moans loudly while the squirts of cum empty inside me.

I blow my load as soon as he stops fucking, spraying all over my comforter and even on the floor. Biggest load I've shot in a long time.

We're both sweaty and panting. He pulls out of me and goes into my bathroom.

I fall on my back and lift my legs up. My hole's so fucking open...cum dribble out. The front of my jock is soaked.

He gets dressed and leaves.

I just lay on the bed for a little while. My room's still warm and smells so good. My hole is used and wet.

Eventually I make it to the shower.

Then the night finally ends.

Monday, April 12, 2010


I'm thinking I might use all the horny in me to write some hot fiction for those of you who still check out this blog. It would be good for getting a load off on my part...and maybe fun for you guys to read. :)

I'm sure we can all agree that around 50% of the blogs out there are already fictional. I would probably say more like 75%, personally...and I've had plenty of people call me a 40-year-old fat guy. Those who have seen me on cam would beg to differ, but that's not important. The point is that this new writing would be something that has nothing to do with my real experiences...I'd want to write about something I haven't done.

If this idea interests you, give me some ideas!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010


Life sucks sometimes.

School is annoying. Single spaced paper? What? Did I read that page count right? I'm going to be up working on this a lot longer than I thought. Ughhh, I think there's an assignment due in my other class too. And a quiz? I thought that was next Wednesday. :( I need to order a pizza to motivate myself. Shit, I can't order a pizza...I can barely see the abs!

I'm graduating in less than a month. That's nice...no school for a few months until it's time to do it all over again for a few more years. But my friends are graduating too, and moving. I probably won't see some of them ever again. Yeah, we've got Facebook and texting and all that...but it's really not the same. You can't hang out with people on Facebook.

It would be nice to find a cool guy worth dating. At the risk of sounding like a hypocrite, it would be nice to meet someone not totally obsessed with sex. Why does a relationship have to start with hooking up? We can't you fuck in a few weeks instead of in a few hours? Does no one actually want to do that? My cock's hard all the time, but I like movies and going out too...

The FL economy is in pretty bad shape. No way I can get a job for summer, which sucks...because everything is so expensive! I had to write my manager a big check and I wrote another one to pay for my summer housing. I've got about $5 left in that checking account now...and not much more in my other account! I don't really need that belt or that hot pair of shoes, but they would just look so hot on me. Being a student has its downs! How am I going to pay for moving? We'll figure it out when I get there.

I haven't fucked since I wrote my last post about taking a load. Does anyone know how long it's been? Way too long. I got close a few times...I've made a lot of naughty eye contact with hotties on and around campus. But nothing came out of that. I don't know, just haven't been in the mood for it. Ever since I came back from Christmas break I haven't felt the same.

Maybe that's good? Maybe bad? Depends on how much you miss my posts, I think...hahaha.

I'm sure life will get better soon. Trying not to let it get me down. :)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Florida Boys

First, I forgot to mark the one year anniversary of my blog. So this is the acknowledgment that I'm about a month late in making.

Second, a public thank you to a very special friend. He knows who he is...and he helped make my spring break better than it otherwise could have been. :)

Now, Florida boys! Hopefully you read this far down.

I'm horny. Very horny. Extremely fucking horny. Any hot Florida boys out there ever wanted to meet me? Hopefully the answer is yes. Well, now is your shot. I want to hear from you! ;-)

If you're in Florida and willing/able to travel, under 26, hot, and enjoy my adventures, send me an e-mail with some stats and/or pics. Tell me about yourself and what you might be interested in doing...

Who knows what could happen?


Tuesday, March 2, 2010

HIV Negative and STD Free

As of March, I am totally clean.

Given my lack of sex over the past couple months, I certainly have no reason to believe otherwise from the window period...

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Another Thank You

Before I get to the point, I'll share that I had sex for the first time in quite awhile. I got fucked, and wow...when you go for almost a month without taking a cock, it sure feels good to finally take one! It split me open but felt great when we got going...and I ended up with the first load of creamy college cum that I've taken since I came back to school. I haven't gone back to my old ways, though, so I'm not announcing a comeback yet. I'm still thinking about myself for now... ;-)

I wanted to give a very public thank you to Jay, a very cool guy who made my day with an awesome surprise.

Thank you, Jay! I bet you never expected to see your name in one of my posts...haha.

I'll be sure to have a great time. :)

Finally, I just wanted to say that school has been awful. I guess since it's the last semester I should expect that, but I really just want to graduate. Sadly I have many more semesters to go, but hopefully I'll enjoy what I'm doing a lot more than I am right now.

I'm sure I'll poke my head up again soon enough...

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Thank You and a Link

I checked the e-mail account I used for Christmas the other day and discovered another gift in it!

So this is a special post to thank DustyD for the gift. :) It was much appreciated and will be greatly enjoyed, along with my gift from Breeding Jock.

I got around 3 other e-mails mentioning a gift. If you sent something and aren't either of the guys I just mentioned, I never got it. You might want to contact whatever place I sent you to and try to get your money back...

I'll end with a link to a blog I found hot. Thoughts, pics, and vids from a college student in Hawaii: http://speedostudent.blogspot.com

You guys know how much I like feet and underwear...now look for the pic of Speedo Student's hole. Doesn't it look sweet? haha

He had a link to my blog up when I stumbled on his, so I figured I would give him a little plug here. :)

Until I surface again...

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Response to TheSword.com Post

You know, I never thought there would ever be a post about me on a gay news web site. I guess if I hadn't closed shop, there wouldn't have been a post, but I did. Since a lot of other people on the internet have read the post, I feel the need to respond to it here.

If you haven't seen the post about me, read it here: http://thesword.com/index.php/mixedmedia/3362-bareback-blogger-i-dont-like-who-ive-become.html

If you read my farewell post, you should know that I never cited "the dangers of bareback sex" as my reason for leaving. I don't feel any "regret" either. To be honest, I've had sex a few times since I made the decision to stop writing this blog. A condom was involved in none of them.

So I haven't had some kind of safe sex conversion. I'm pretty annoyed at how the writer at TheSword.com felt the need to re-state my motivations.

The simple truth involves the following few facts:

1) I'm single and have never really liked it.
2) I'm only 20 and very soon going to turn 21.
3) I'll be moving to a new school in a new state as soon as May or June.

Given these facts, I decided to change my life around. I've made some considerable changes in my habits...I don't spend whole days looking at porn and trolling for sex anymore, for example. I rarely log on to Adam4Adam and I don't even search through Craigslist very much.

I wasn't unhappy with the sex I was having. It was great. I enjoyed the last 2 years very much...I swapped hundreds of loads with hot guys. That said, I no longer want to center my life around sex. It's no longer meeting my needs or making me happy.

That's why I'm no longer the huge bareback whore I was. That's why I decided to end this blog.

What will make me happy? I have no idea. That's what I'm trying to figure out.

Word Count

(Note: I've now retired from writing this blog. See my "Farewell" post for more information. At this time there will be no further regular posts.)

I came across a tool that counts all the words on a web page, so I thought I would make a little post about the result.

I displayed all of my posts on one page and entered the URL. The result? 105,000 words, after adjusting for extra stuff like my blog link list and formatting.

What's 105,000 words? I did a little research and found out that it's a 400 page book.

So if you start this blog from the beginning and read it to the end, it must make one very interesting novel! ;-)

Kind of makes me wish I'd been writing a real novel all along. I never thought I could write so much on one topic..

That's all guys, I just thought you might find it interesting. I know I did! Less than a year and 105,000 words...

Tuesday, January 5, 2010


Thank you all for the huge number of comments and e-mail messages you've sent since I posted my farewell.

I read some of them and skimmed others, but most of the messages are actually quite long, so I haven't actually sat down and tried to go through them yet. I will get there and probably respond to you sometime soon.

Hey, maybe even tonight if I get bored enough!

Just so you know, I'm not sick, in any kind of trouble, or having financial issues. My reasons for ending my blog and my lifestyle as it was for a long time are entirely internal and emotional.

So once again, thank you for taking the time...especially those of you who had a whole lot to say. Sorry for the delay, but I want to give your messages the time I think they deserve.

Until I surface again...